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Feels as if...
....I was dead.
Somewhere between last year and today I died.
No will left.
Although I know it's not true...but today feels as if there wasn't a reason left to live.
Life seems senseless.
Feels alone.
Why endure this pain - if no one seems to care if one is alive or dead.
Diffrent life
Have you ever looked back at your life and wondered how your life could change so much?
I do.
In the last 7 months life changed so much- I don't even know who I am anymore!
People make decisions in life and should stand behind these decisions...but what can someone do if they regret the decisons?
Does life have a rewind button? If so- could someone please show me this fucking button?
I'd love to rewind and try to prevent some damn things to happen....to prevent some people from making decisions that destroyed lives of so many people.
Life's good
Work is going well. A lot of stress! But I love it!
My bf and I are now moving into a flat together on 1 Nov! I'm sooooooo happy. I could hug the whole world!
If
When I was a kid...I thought the world belonged to me...I thought the world would greet me with open arms, that the world just waited for someone like me.
I had so many plans as a kid...I wanted to be a farmer, a singer, a dancer, a lawyer, a designer, an artist....But life showed me the middlefinger, and I had to let go off all my dreams.
Do I regret? Yes. I know you should never regret your decisions, but most days I do....
But sometimes you don't seem to have a real choice....
I would never regret saving my mother, because she is sometimes the only reason for me to smile....the only reason I get up to work....just to know there would b
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